[ moon = me ]

[ you can´t win the game cuz I´m the composer of it ]

my birthday in one week. *drop*
tired powered up
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its been four years since I planned my birthday......its weird.

to mina-san!!!!
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yoite: So listen up guys and ******!
mukuro: !
byakuran: ?...
haine: welcome to the journal of...
badou: Yue! Blanche!

fai:if you enter this journal please be aware of...well...kuro-puu?
dino: this journal is FAMILY only!
miharu: yeah?
varia( squalo) : (ok guys its our part so don´t make xanxus angry..) exactly dino!

gokudera: allright...about the rulez...
joshua: .....
haine: time over~ *kiss*
hibari: plz guys could you stop acting like herbivores
panel: aaaaand CUTT!!!

fucking mess
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I should´ve stayed awake. talking and cam with mika.

the first time I regret I went to sleep. 

it´s all about chiisai. the whole thin´ I do at home. the cosplays. and so on.

now I need to go. because there´s some work. on my job.

mika. I promised you. and I will hold it. I´m not like the others letting ya fall. never forget that. don´t cha dare forgeting that. loveyou.

@mello: alta auf die ens zu antworten wär auch net schlecht gewesen. o.o"


yatta......./D................................(die zwete)
[info]yue_blanche
unser chef labat berlinerisch. angenehm zu hören wirklich.

me lässt das mit dem magersüchtig sein aus differenziellen gründen:

1. ik kenn mich so masochistisch bin ich nun doch net das ich das lang durchhalte und dann würd ich reinfressen und dann wär alles wieder da.

2. man will für längere zeit schlank sein. da hilft magersucht auch net

und der dritte und eigentliche auschlagende punkt:
ik würd die arbeit nicht schaffen. sie is net wirklich schwer aber körperlich schon beanspruchend und so. und so kreislaufschwäche-liebend bin ich dann doch net.

aber abnehmen muss sein. ich habs gefühl miene gedanken dass ich fett bin fressen mich noch auf. geil wie schnell der komplexx hochkommt.

whateva. diät muss sein. da ich aba bei mc doof arbeite und wir zwar alle wissn das der cheeseburger bei stiftung warentest testsieger ist aber damit definitiv net diät leibgericht is hab ich mir in der pause eine tabelle aller produkte hergeholt und was die so an zeug drin haben. sprich kalorien usw. sone tabelle hats auf dem blatt das auf jeden son esstablett is. und da ich die meiste zeit über arbeiten bin und dort auch ess muss ich doch irgendwas finden. 

und siehe da: mc doof hat ne kleine aber dennoch beachtliche menge an gesunden zeugs da. nein ich rede nicht von den apfeltaschen. der süsskram da wird mir eh nur schlecht. ik laba von kaninchenfutter. sprich: salat usw. 
ungesund is das zeug auch net und fördernd uch.

glub ati hat auch noch gefragt wer das gesagt hat. das hat ehrlich gesagt keine grosse rolle hier. da die personen nicht der auslöser sind sondern dasse das angemerkt haben der auslöser is. und ich hab kene ahnung wer von den dreien wie genau das gespräch gesagt hat usw. ik sag nur eins: pw-admins und ex-freundin = hirnlose mischung.

so ich geh pennen. hab chiisai freibekommen und morgen uch.

finally internet!!
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I repaired my googles.
and I got internet *_*

but somehow I am so tired and......dunno...the depression waves still seems to be under many of my friends. I hope it get better.

 

and sanzan has answered...but somehow..is she annoyed about my mail? @_@ I hope she´s not because I really didn´t want that!! TT_____________TT


rest from mexx
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a few people are acting weird.
but well.
"mache lasse."

that´s why I will take a rest from animexx.
and I´ll work the whole night! x.x
need to do some translation stuff and sewing stuff....hope I´ll manage that. and I started having fun with copics. I even prefer them more then any other color-tools.

also a few people made me worry.seems to be a big depressive-wave which even got me yesterday. and now today was weird.everything calm and silent and dunno. well let them do as they wish cos I got stuff to do. also I hope lum´s mood ´ll get better. sorry for not being that great help.


tuesday
[info]yue_blanche
drinking cofée with an donut wasn´t really a good idea, I guess.
but I love donuts T_T 

and I´m unable to login in DA.....fuck..

but soon I have my own Internet so it will work..I hope..they said in a few days it will work.......but how many days exactly? right now it means waiting. and as long as that state is I will draw a bit and scanlate it. 

I was surprised that some people on DA found me on LJ. o.o"

I´m used that my mello gets the whole attention. matt doesnt really have fans it seems to me. *watchs on my gallery*
*remembers back on the last convention were girls were screaming "OMG A MATT!!!" with amazed face* that felt good XDDDDDD

what I do
[info]yue_blanche
My job and moving out from home is coming near.
but I can´t stop....
watching that http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p2dI3UCtOHw&feature=related

died like a dog. he did indeed.

maybe now I´ll be inchara:smoking.huh?
DA and Mexx won´t be visited by me.
only on msn avaible.

funny and shitty monday
[info]yue_blanche
FINAL FANTASY VERSUS XIII
FINAL FANTASY VERSUS XIII
FINAL FANTASY VERSUS XIII
FINAL FANTASY VERSUS XIII
FINAL FANTASY VERSUS XIII

THIS GUY IS SO FUCKING DAMN AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but one of my classmates called him a wanker... ;_______;
and I want the hairstyle of this guy..ya know the prince..the protagonist of this damn awesome game!

and we have this awful teacher which is pissing me off with his damn blabla...seriously....does this guy really know what is REALLY important. making such a big deal of one day delay of my receipt....can´t believe it -_-

shitty tuesday
[info]yue_blanche
today early in the morning I wanted to roleplay with mello but I overslept. -.-
Now I have to wait till 5 o clock to play one more....I wish I could go home. *doesn´t* even wanna go to school* today sucks so much...
I mean..the teacher´s ill. why do they just give us the tasks and let us go home. I am seriously thinking about going home. plus I need some sleep...

sunny monday
[info]yue_blanche
I am tired....zzzzzZZZ I could sleep but I have to work...And I don´t want....T__________T

after a long long schoolweek
[info]yue_blanche
I got the worst mark in englisch. the worst. just because I wasn´t there...-.-
well that will change. I choose to make a 5-minute prestentation about the topic manga in english. and because my english IS good ( admitted by the many british and american people I work at my job) I will succed! damnit! can´t believe it! I mean..HELLO?! MY ENGLIS is good for this level they want. my english is over the level. I heard many presentations. I don´t think I am higher than the others. but I write english rpgs, english blogs, read english things. I practually live with the english language around me. even the american people around me said that I sound like an american. so I will definitely succed! i want at least get 80 points! from 100! AT LEAST! yeah I ´m a bit angry.......but I am fine XD matt will come at nine o clock p.m. from munich and I am really looking forward to it. but I lacke a bit on action of doing my tasks so I have to catch up a bit...

thursday
[info]yue_blanche
the matt anime pullover got send to me!!!! *-*
finally!!! yeah I want to cosplay the anime version from matt. take a wig for the green hair.

and today we have 7 schoolhours.......*doesn´t really want to*
I wanna go home T_______________T

and our teacher is a ....well ya know a bit worser than asshole.

where´s mikami? normally she´s online at this hour.

tuesday
[info]yue_blanche
. first day since a long time....

my sight got totally blurry and nearly totally dark!! OMFG I was so scared.....X_______x
next time I eat something in the morning. at least a cup of milk or something. I don´t really eat much in the morning.
and I have school until 4 o clock p.m.
teacher sucks at always

o,o
[info]yue_blanche
some guys may know me. some guys not *smile*

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